You are right. I’m a mess.
I know that. I live that.
You see, I am a mess, but I choose to believe.
I believe in a big God.
I believe in a Savior
I believe in new life
I believe he can and will turn it into something more
I believe I can be changed
I believe that he can use a broken, messed up, anxious, hurting, life in huge ways
I believe that he can redeem
I believe in second chances
I believe I am not forsaken
I believe I am not lost, but am found
I believe that there is a plan for my future and my hope
I believe, and I choose, oh how I choose
I may be broken, messed up, and anxious, but
I KNOW I am saved, chosen, and anointed.
I choose Him. He already chose me.
My God is an amazing God, and I will fight for his glory.
Even if I have to limp, crawl, cry, and make a mess along the way.